Crystal's Poetry

I thought to myself
No ones coming to help
So I closed my eyes
Made up some lies
I tried hard to believe
This one time let me deceive

Please god, let me hide in my mind
Forget I can see, please make me blind
Take me far, far away from here
Tell myself I'm not in danger nothing to fear

A second feels like eternity
A minute could be the death of me
So I shut my eyes tight, and bite my lip
Let me think of anything but this
I imagine, I make believe, I dream
Let me be anywhere but in this scene

Please god, make it all go away
I'm hoping ill get a miracle if I pray
Take me far, far away from here
Tell myself I'm not in danger, nothing to fear

It felt like it would never end
That time stood still when it happened
He finished up and ran away
All I could do was continue to stay
Broken, unable to even move
Time and blood I continued to lose

It's over now, I'm damaged
It won't heal even if bandaged
Just let me go, let me die
To say it'll be okay is just a lie

Please god, let me forget and live on
Forget he existed now that he's gone
Take me far, far away from here
Tell myself nothing happened, so there's nothing to fear

- Crystal Escalante

Waking up in dirty laundry, hidden paths
Its okay my life is worth a good laugh
The ceiling spins for me every night
Almost like it's looking for a fight
Nothing makes the boogie men go away
Better than the alcohol so they say

Come on don't be afraid to turn me off
(Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off)
Don't be afraid to make me forget
I'll give you a hand, now cough
Figures you're a healthy boy, I bet
While I am deteriorating from the inside
So what do you want with a shell like me
The former occupant had died
All that's left is what you see

There's too much junk in my life
It's cluttered and clouded with strife
It all started because of voodoo
It is all because of what you do
No one can handle the screaming
So my brain told me it was leaving

Come on don't be afraid to turn me off
(Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off)
Don't be afraid to make me forget
I'll give you a hand, now cough
Figures you're a healthy boy, I bet
While I'm deteriorating from the inside
What do you want with a shell like me
The former occupant of this body died
All that's left is what you see

My eyes wander on their own accord
To many things and boys I can't afford
Who cares, who needs them, who needs you
Look of all that I can do
I can deteriorate all on my own
Opened doors of what I was shown

Come on don't be afraid to turn me off
(Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off)
Don't be afraid to wipe my memory
I'll give you what I can, I'll give you half
So I begging you, I'm on my knees
Take a look at me I'm deteriorating
Do what you must, do what you please
I'm hoping you're concentrating
(Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off)

I've got vacancies can't you see
So let's rent out for free
WRONG! End this voodoo
This mind game you do
I'm begging and hating you
It's almost like you don't have a clue

Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off
Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off
I've had my fill of voodoo
I can't handle anymore tricks
Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off
Turn it off, turn it off, turn it off
I can't handle what you do
The solutions and fixes

Turn it off, turn it off, turn ME off

- Crystal Escalante

Face the person in the mirror
It's not you and you don't need her
Take a stand, what are you waiting for
Reach in and grab the neck of that whore

I woke up today feeling a little unsure
Of how I am and how we were
It seemed so hard back then
Now it seems so easier then
Time to grow up and face the world
It'll change every boy and girl

Face the person in the mirror
It's not you and you don't need her
Take a stand, what are you waiting for
Reach in and grab the neck of that whore

I never thought to myself when I was younger
"I'll grow up to do drugs and have sex, it'll be funnier."
I never wanted to be anyone's amusement
Even now I hate it when they try to comment
Give me back the old me from the world
It changes every boy and girl

Face the mirror in the person then
It's not you and you don't need them
Take a stand, what are you waiting for
Reach in and grab the neck of that whore

I went to bed tonight a little disgusted
Even so I thought to myself "fuck it"
This is what the world has given you
There's only so much you can do
If I can't get my soul back from the world
I'll take it away from every boy and girl

Face the person in the mirror
Before it's too late for her
Take a stand, what are you waiting for
Don't wait until she can't take it anymore

Woke up to that damn alarm clock
Swirling in my ears, tic tock
I showered and looked into the mirror
I put a little lipstick on her
And then I smashed that world
Hoping I could save whatever was left of that girl

Face the person in the mirror
Before it's too late and over
Take a stand, what are you waiting for
Hurry before she turns the real you into the whore

- Crystal Escalante

Sheets bunched and thrown about
Pillow over my head so you couldn't hear me shout
Fists drenched in blood and smeared on walls
The picture that was once hung, falls
Broken glass littered the floor
Couldn't take it anymore

You don't have to tell me that I'm a mess
I know I have been for awhile now I must confess
In torn and shredded clothes I am dressed
You're view of me, I couldn't care less
I don't need an exorcism or to be blessed
The soul is dead, the one you caressed

All the light sources have been blocked
The neighbors are all completely shocked
The girl isn't human, not anymore
I crawl among the glass on the floor
I smile at the thought of my appearance
I could care less what you think of my disappearance

You don't have to tell me that I'm crazy
This world is nothing but a blur, all hazy
I'm a cursed and broken spirit
Still shut your mouth I don't want to hear it
Don't feel sad or pity for me
Because its your fault, your guilty

Nothing works, all the bills are unpaid
Would I be whole if you stayed
My eyes are black with the mascara from that day
When you left, my soul also went away
Even when I leave this world it will be here
It will be your haunting, your fear

You don't have to tell me that I need to leave
No one has to tell me to live or breath
Sadly I still live even if my soul and heart have vanished
Don't ask what's wrong or why I am tarnished
I relive it every day already
This air, this place has grown heavy

Let me stay here long enough to wither away
Sleep on the floor, have a seat, stay
I'm just a ghost, a print of a life from before
I was left here once you left through that door
Like that prior life everything is tattered and torn
Lift me up and wear me like when I was once adorned

You don't have to tell me I'm already dead
But if it makes you feel better, go ahead
I'll lay right here among old memories and dust
Do what you think is right, do what you must
Just know my body will always remain
Like your love that I could not attain

- Crystal Escalante

I felt the heat from the inside, out
Your love was all I cared about
The sweat slid down my face
I wouldn't ever dare trade my place
I feared I would be engulfed
But didn't care as long as I was loved

Your touch made me feel I might burn
Still it didn't stop how much I yearned
I don't mind melting away with you
Just say you want it too
Save me before this flame takes over me
And I leap too fast, too blindly

Call me obsessed, call me enticed
But on this feeling I couldn't put a price
You warmed me up to my very core
It was only you I would adore
So light me up in flames
As long as I'm not one of your games

Your words made me feel I might burn
Still to hear your voice I continued to yearn
I don't mind turning to ash with you
Just say you want me too
Pull me from these burning emotions
Before I lose myself in my selfish notions

Kiss me as our heart beats and temperatures rise
With this my body and mind dies
Burned and melted in the heat of the moment
My bones twisted and bent
Don't heat me up to leave me to chill
If you want a fight, than I will

You're body made me burn up
This heat, this passion isn't enough
Don't light my heart on fire
And then let your body and heart grow tired
Hold me so I know you won't burn out
You're love is all I care about

The sweat dripped down my face
I wouldn't dare trade my place
I don't care if I'm close enough to burn
As long as it'll always be my turn
Don't let this fire go out and die
Not without giving me a chance to try

I don't mind turning to ash
If it means not letting this fire pass


- Crystal Escalante

The snow on the ground melted and froze around my feet
I could feel the cold sinking in so deep
My breath crystallized in the air in front of me
My eyes grew blurry, what could there be to possibly see
The tears turned to ice before they could even reach my lips
Both my body and my heart, out here they slip
The chilled wind hit my face like needles and pins
No matter where I am my head spins

This icy realm this frozen kingdom is where I belong
I felt it and knew it all along
Where my voice cannot be heard in the air
My skin remains cold and fair
Where my eyes could no longer shed tears
The snow from now on will bury my fears
No one not even you can reach me here
It's too foggy to see anyone leer

The beating of my heart use to echo in my head
Now I have no feelings, numb now instead
The snow dances around my body
So why would I ever need someone to dance with me
I'm cold to the touch, cold in words and in all too much
Out here I can think all alone and tell no one to hush
No one is around to break me into pieces
I will shatter no more from your meaningless teases

This icy realm is my frozen kingdom
I have no future or no need to worry of what had happen
The snow merely continues to pile on me
I am hidden, seen no more it no longer aches painfully
I no longer bleed red; I no longer bleed at all
They froze and shatter as they fall
It is no longer you that sucks my life away
So it is here that I will forever stay

My mind is still a blizzard inside my head
The soul of my life has long been dead
My heartbeats slow down more every day
The moon stares as if having something to say
But night after night it stays silent
Only keeping me company by shining, its so vibrant
You are the only light left in my life
Even if the cold in your presence cuts like a knife

This icy realm, forever stay my frozen kingdom
So I no longer must worry of how and when
The liquid in my body stiffens and slowly freezes inwards
I gave up forever ago in moving forwards
Here is where I ended up and will breathe my last crystallized breath
These frozen nights are all I have left
So dance for me, my last dance my snowy friends
Keep shining bright until it finally ends


- Crystal Escalante

Could you say that you truly want me
In this darkness could you tread happily
I wish I could believe that coming from you
I really don't think it's possible, it's true
I have not wanted anything more, anything less
But with something like you I cannot be blessed

This is my world, this is my place
Left behind without a trace
We live separate times, different ways
None of us, none of this stays
This is my darkness, which is your light
None of us can stay in sight

I could walk through heaven and hell
As long as you were with me as well
But that isn't going to happen here
No matter how much I hold you dear
I never wanted anything more, anything less
With someone like you I cannot be blessed

This is my world, this is my place
I can't look you in the face
My tears and your smiles
They are separate by miles
None of it, none of us stays
But I can't bear to watch you go away

Do you really believe it could ever work
I hoped for it so much that it hurt
It's not possible even in my dreams
Because love is never how it seems
I never wanted anything more, anything less
Only that with you I could be blessed

- Crystal Escalante

You know I didn't always need a reason,
Until you were put on trial in this story for treason.
And now I believe you must work for it,
Or it just becomes the same old bull shit.
Don't look at me like I'm full of hate,
You could understand if you would concentrate.
Everyone these days only care for themselves,
Into their own thoughts it dwells.

I will fall for you if you give me a reason too,
I would make love to you if it's what I chose to do.
Oh sweet love what have you become to me,
Only a useless breaking tragedy.
So let's turn this once fateful fantasy,
Into a horror, one so beautifully.

The past is all but written pages,
Becoming torn and faded after ages.
While hiding away in your brain,
Onto these empty pages stain.
Creating a new chapter, a new character,
Only the stronger ones endure.
At least that's how it usually goes,
But in yours it the one that usually "blows".

I could fall for you because you want me to,
I would've made love to you if it's what I chose to do.
Oh sweet love of mine what have you become,
So sad to see you're just another one.
But let's turn this loving fairytale,
Into a mystery that won't be stale.

Fool me once shame on you,
Fool me twice, and I'll feel it too.
Three and now you will be forever out,
You say I'm so angry but you don't know what about.
It's always way over your head,
Though it's the same one you use in bed.
Oh my stupid prince of my story,
You'll get a STD if you're always so horny.

I fell for you because you said you did to,
I'm so glad making love isn't something I chose to do.
Oh sweet love of mine what have you become to me
Now nothing but a sad tragedy.
So let's turn this fateful fantasy,
Into a, oh, so well deserved comedy.

So boys and girls gather around for my story,
You will learn a thing or two hopefully.
You see karma pays and hate sometime stays,
If you break too many hearts these days.
This book of my life I threw in the fire,
Hopefully you can keep yours if you desire.
But bad things can happen, so keep the peace,
Or else you might just end up with herpes.

- Crystal E

So excited for each weekend
When it's over, run to your friend
I can't stand to see it repeat
Raise your flag admit defeat
It's hard to see that look in your eyes
In the end it's always you who cries

Hey girl, isn't in lonely in paradise
After all you risk and sacrifice
"I dream of him when he's not around,
I hear him even when there is no sound."
She explained with tears down her cheek
It's too sad too see what you seek

It was time for another weekend
Each one to get to see her "boyfriend"
The weekdays were already claimed
By a wife that he probably shamed
He can give her everything
Yet, it doesn't mean a fucking thing

Hey girl, isn't in lonely in paradise
Even if those few days a week are nice
"I love him and he loves me,
Someday he'll leave her you'll see."
She said purely out of naivety
That one day would probably never come to be

Why do you have to be alone until the weekend
Yet to her they were almost a godsend
She got too far into the deep end
She called it the duties of a girlfriend
For two days a week she could have everything
But for the other days it didn't mean a fucking thing

Hey, girl isn't it lonely in paradise
But she wouldn't take any advice
"You just don't understand,
You don't have what we have."
I wished she was right, that it was true
But it just wouldn't do

One day her weekends came to an end
She no longer had a boyfriend
It seems even after the time they had to spend
It didn't really mean anything in the end
Much like his marriage, his life
Yet he still had a wife

Hey girl it was even lonely in paradise
What more will you dare to sacrifice
Apparently she thought it wasn't enough
Until it was her life she gave up
Oh where are you tonight
Because with out you it's just not right

I waited until the following weekend
To seek out her ex-boyfriend
To find this wonderful paradise
Maybe to her it was worth the sacrifice
But he didn't feel the same way about the end
For it was to god he was to be send

"It was lonely in paradise,
You didn't have too much to sacrifice."
The moral of the story, though I'm not sure
I think is stay true and pure
For if you cheat and use
Prepare to receive in the end abuse

"I guess she won't be lonely in paradise,
Because you are now that sacrifice."
Hey girl, is it still lonely in paradise?

- Crystal Escalante

I looked outside just the other day
And I began to wonder and pray
I don't know to who or what
I just wanted to close these thoughts shut
Even so I lost myself in to the night
And I held my eyes closed tight
I wasn't happy, I wasn't sad
And yet I wanted to cry so bad

So when will I be satisfied with this life
Finally stop cutting away at my soul with a knife
Not happy or enjoying what I have
Wanting other things so bad
I leave myself so open to abuse
And still I can't seem to refuse

I keep entertaining the thoughts in my head
So I try to keep myself in bed
I don't know why or how
But I know I can't control myself now
I already lose myself to my other self
And I'd rather not have your help
I am not happy, I am not sad
I just don't want what I had

So when will I be satisfied with my life
Stop cutting away pieces of myself with a knife
I can't enjoy what I have
I want other things so bad
I leave myself open to this abuse
And still I can't seem to refuse

So I looked in the mirror the other day
I turned my back and began to pray
I don't know to who or what
Just wanted to keep this mind shut
Even so I lost myself into my past
Do I really think I could be forgiven so fast
I am not happy, I am not sad
But everyday I want to cry so bad

Can I possibly be satisfied with this life
That I cut away with a knife
I don't want what I have
I can't have what I want so bad
I leave myself open to abuse
Believing good will come if I don't refuse

I stared out into the sky the other day
I couldn't find the words to say
I don't know to whom or what
I just thought it would help me uncut
So I could gain back some of my sanity
But all I got was profanity
I am not happy, I am not sad
But I'm living a life I hate so bad.


- Crystal Escalante

Today I had to say goodbye
To the things that make me cry
It's hard to let go you know
But even harder to not let your feelings show
I'll be okay, I know I will be
My heart is much stronger comparatively

I must admit it, there's no hiding it
The main things that make me feel like shit
You call me a man hater
But to me you're just an instigator
Maybe I am, maybe I'm not
But this is something we've already fought

Yesterday I had to say goodbye
To the things that made me feel like I might die
It wasn't as hard as I thought
But there were times I felt I was caught
I'll be okay, I know I will be
I am stronger than what you see

I hate to admit it, even if I can't hide it
The people who make me feel like shit
You call me a man hater
But to me you are just a traitor
Still maybe I am, maybe I'm not
These experiences of mine are all that I got

I will always have times where I'll have to say goodbye
To the things that won't work out no matter how hard I try
It's hard to admit defeat you know
But even harder to watch it grow
I am okay, I'll always be
I'm quite use to it now you see

I use to hate to admit it, but I can't hide it
The things and people that make me feel like shit
They call me a man hater
But it was due to them since to this they cater
Still maybe I am, maybe I'm not
Even so a lot of people deserve to be shot
- Crystal Escalante

You've been around for a long time
I hope it continues to shine
But still there's no one else
That will give me all this help
I support and you support
This life is just like a court

No one else can compare
To the things you and I share
No one else even tries
To see past our truth and lies
No one else has this
Even if you are his

You've been around for a long time
And we're still doing fine
I won't let them get away
If they hurt you today
I support and you support
Our own personal justice court

No one else can have
What you and I had
No one else cares
When our world despairs
No one else separates
What we contemplate

They'll be around for a short time
And they always find reasons to whine
It's a never ending circle till you find the one
Until then I will do what needs to be done
I support and you support
This never ending circus we call court

No one else can see
What we happen to be
No one else can know
What this world has to show
No one else bothers to try
To help when we feel like we're going to die
No one else but you and I
Until we say goodbye

- Crystal E.

Once there was a boy I truly adored
But this life had to go forward
We weren't that great together
But I'll love him forever
It's a love no one can understand
But he's the first love I ever had

Love, what a silly notion
It might be a worthless emotion
But without we could not survive
Still with it we can still all die
It's something no one understands
And yet it always has demands

Once there was a girl I truly needed
I told her she would be the only one I treated
We weren't that great together
Still I swore the love wouldn't end, never
It's a love no one can understand
But she's the first love I ever had

Love, what a silly notion
It might just be a worthless emotion
But without we could not survive
Still with it we can still all die
It's something no one understands
And yet it still reprimands

Once we truly loved each other
But this life was not meant to be together
We weren't that great anyways
But there were always good days
It's a love we cannot understand
But we were the first love we ever had

You make me so utterly sick
And to think my skull is so thick
I just let myself get walked all over again
How naïve to try to be more than a friend
And here I am heart broken
I still have words left unspoken

I hope you feel my pain
My tears burn like acid rain
And I hope you get what you deserve
The path you are on should curve
I was loving you and now I hate you
And it's all because what you do

You make me so sick
The thought happens to stick
All I did for you and wanted to do
But I'm not enough for you
You want more than just me
And I hope it ends fucking badly

I know you will feel my pain
Your tears will burn like acid rain
You will get what you deserve
The path you are on will curve
I loved you and now I hate you
And it's all because of what you do

You make me so sick
To think I loved such a dick
And I only wanted to give you everything
But it wasn't enough what I had to bring
Well I hope you get what you did to me
I pray it's all deadly

- Crystal Escalante

Whispers so softly against my ear
I can suddenly feel all I hold dear
Whispers secrets gently to me
I can see what you could see
Whisper requests to my heart
I can feel where you fell apart

Whisper, whisper as it seems
But my whispers turn to screams
You took me by the hand
Grabbed my neck from where you stand
I could feel you strangle the life from me
I woke up it only happened mentally

Scream so violently into your ear
Can you feel all I held dear?
Scream secrets you kept from me
You didn't know what I could see
Scream these requests straight to your heart
Do the sounds break you apart?

Whisper, whisper as it seems
But my whispers turn to screams
You took me by the hand
You grabbed my neck from where you stand
I could feel you strangle the life from me
I woke up it only happened mentally

Whisper events of the past in my ear
We can reconcile on what we held dear
Whisper secrets of old to me
I could see, what you could see
Whisper long last requests to my heart
Can you feel us break apart?

Whisper, whisper as it seems
But my whispers turn to screams
I took you by the hand
Grabbed you by the neck from where I stand
I could feel myself strangle the life from you
You didn't wake up I guess it was true



- Crystal Escalante

Grasp your hand as we run away,
We might have an actual chance someday.
For now we must leave this life behind,
They bite and claw because they're not our kind.
Even if they have the same face,
The ones you know are gone and replaced.
Please don't hate me for saving you,
I did and will do what I feel I must do.

You're not the same person you use to be,
Not human anymore just a zombie.
A ghost that I can't seem to escape,
Trying to reach a new level but always too late.
I can't seem to get away from YOU,
You're still clawing and biting at my life too.
You can't come back to this life and act normally,
Because you don't really exist anymore, you're just a zombie.

I'm trying to save anyone, anyway I can,
Fighting against something I don't understand.
Maybe I should worry about myself sometimes,
But I'm in too much of a hurry at the sound of the chimes.
Even if I could block out the screams,
It would only make my life come undone at the seams.
Please don't hate me for ignoring myself,
And giving others all of my help.

They're not the people they use to be,
Not human anymore, just zombies.
Ghosts that you can't seem to escape,
Try to reach a new level, but always too late.
They can't seem to stay away from you,
Continually clawing and biting at your life too.
They can't come back to this life and act normally,
Because they don't exist anymore, they're just zombies.

Keep digging in with they're fingers to reach,
Trying so hard to claw until they breach.
Burrow they're way down to my heart,
Bleed out my past and tear it apart.
That's what they're here to be,
More of yours and mine past zombies.

- Crystal E.

I could give you my all
If you had wanted it back then
I would always wait for your call
But who would have known this would happen
Oh, that's right you probably did
And I should have known you didn't give a shit

You had a chance, you knew it too
I would have given it all to you
You had no idea how I wanted
And how long those thoughts taunted
I wanted to feel from the outside, in
I would have showed you how good I could've been

I would have given in if you wanted
And I would have gotten up and followed you
How those wishes always haunted
And I always wanted them to come true
All you had to do is ask me
And I would have been yours forever happily

You had a chance, you knew it too
I would have given myself to you
You had no idea how much I wanted
Everything about you always taunted
I wanted you to always be able to be near me
To love you and make love to you constantly

I should have known the first time
And still I let you in again
I told myself I would be fine
Even though this would really be the end
I wanted to give you the world
All you had to do was take this girl

You had a chance, you know it too
I wanted to constantly feel you
You have no idea how much I longed
To be the one to keep you strong
I wanted to pleasure you in everyway
And I only wanted to hear you say
That you love me and would always stay

I would have given you everything
This would be a never ending fling
I would have promised to keep the passion strong
And last for however long
I just wanted to know you love me
And that I would always love you happily
But it wasn't good enough for you
You wanted whatever was easiest too



- Crystal Escalante

Maybe a love you once had
It ended oh so very sad
A tear I shed for you
A tear for you being a fool

Cry, cry for me baby
Let me feel it drip silently
Try to not think of me as so mean
When you have not seen what I have seen
Try not to think of me as so harsh
When it's my heart you parched

Maybe a wonderful life you once had
It ended oh so very bad
A tear I shed for you
And for me for once being a fool

Cry, cry for me baby
Let me feel it drip consistently
Try not to think of me as so cold
When you can not be as bold
Try not to think of me as so loveless
When you were the one to take away that bless

Maybe a lovely new love you will have
Hopefully it will never end sad
For another tear I will not shed for you
For once again being a fool

Smile, smile for me baby
Let me see you be happy
Try not to think of me as so selfless
When you are so helpless
Try not to think of me as so caring
When I'm only waiting to be tearing

Maybe a lovely new life you will have
And I can only hope it'll end so bad
For a smile I will spare for you
To get revenge for being made a fool

Smile, smile for me baby
Let me see you once again happy
Try not to think of me as a bitch
You were the one who left my heart in a ditch
Try not to think of me as heartless
You were the one who gave up bliss



- Crystal Escalante

How can I grab your hand
If you won't even try to understand
Why should I climb a rope
That will lead somewhere with no hope

Oh, don't give me that stupid look
I can read their meanings like a book
So you keep thinking that I'm hopeless
And still against my lips you try to press
Give me, just give me a break
You've never put anything at stake
Still you get so mad when I get so sad
At the thought that your feelings are a passing fad

How do you know how I feel
When you act like none of it is real
Why should you even be with me
If you think this is just temporary
Oh, don't bother to open your mouth
I know what you are really thinking about

So go on thinking its all going to end
But don't act like you care, don't bother to pretend
For once just give me a god damn break
You've always been the one to fake
So don't get so mad, when I get so sad
Knowing that your feelings are a passing fad

I might as well be through with you
Before you get through with me too
If you never had faith
I shouldn't think that'll change even if I wait
Oh don't think of me that way
Because I already know what you are going to say

You're feelings were a passing fad,
And I can't help but think that's too bad.
At least for you but you weren't the best I had.



- Crystal Escalante

You're only destined to fail
If you believe you're already in hell
There's no need to have a soul to sell
If there's no one to tell
There's nothing worth here to scale
If it would be gone if it fell

Still believe it or not
It's all that you have got
Still ready or not
Everything is all shot
So, don't take it slow
Because there's nothing left to know
(Give up and go, Hurry up and just go)

I'm only destined to help
With or without your wealth
There is no need to have me
When you think you're all you'll need
But you are not what you think you can be
Because in the end you can still bleed

Still believe it or not
It's all that you have got
Still ready or not
Everything else is all shot
So don't take it slow
Because there's nothing left to know
(Give up and go, hurry up and just go)

You're only a lost cause
When you stay quiet after their pause
There's no need to have them here
When they only bring you fear
There's nothing to make you stay
If they are only in your way
(Just give up and go, hurry up and go)

Because believe it or not
It's all that you've got
Ready or not
Everything else is all shot
So, don't take it slow
There's nothing left for you to know
(So hurry up, hurry up and just go)


- Crystal Escalante